Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I Wish Things Could Be Different



He was everything I was looking for but something went wrong

I should have listened

God told me

Friends and family advised me

Even he warned me

But I insisted

And look what happened

I lost him and I'll never get him back

It's too late now

I'm sorry J



I wish this was true, I wish I could fix it that easily

But I need time

Time to mature

Time to learn

Time to grow


He was everything I was looking for but something went wrong

I should have listened

God told me

Friends and family advised me

Even he warned me

But I insisted

And look what happened

I lost him and I'll never get him back

It's too late now

I'm sorry J



I wish this was true, I wish I could fix it that easily

But I need time

Time to mature

Time to learn

Time to grow

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Calworks Elimination Affecting Families

http://lakeconews.com/content/view/16636/919/

2 Days until massive layoffs

already 10 just today =(

Cutting CalWORKS, Schwarzenegger Channels Pete Wilson

I didn't vote for him, why must I suffer


Please don't vote for Meg Wittman.... She's just Arnold with breasts

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Layoffs Update

3 days left



"Governor eliminates child care for 80,000 children and jeopardizes employment for tens of thousands of working parents and child care providers.
On Friday, October 8, 2010 Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger used his draconian tactics to hurt working families across the State of California by eliminating CalWORKs Stage 3 child care services to put money in his “rainy day” fund. 
This single “blue pencil” action pushes us even closer to becoming a welfare state despite the fact that California has worked diligently over the last 15 years to move families from welfare to work.  The Governor’s attempt to balance the budget on the backs of poor people will most likely result in thousands of California residents being forced on to unemployment and welfare."



Passion

 



exstacy

joy

release

PASSION

sweating

heart

pounding

racing

out

of

control

PASSION

tempature

rising

cheeks

warm

body

warm

touch

feel

taste





PASSION

screaming

moaning

laughing

growning

writhing

tender

burning

aching

raw

trobbing

pulsating

satisfied

finished

empty

complete

done

worn

panting

cooling

goosebumps

feeling

humid

hot





KISS ME

HOLD ME

FEEL ME

DON'T LET GO

DON'T STOP

STAY

HOLD

DEEP

TIGHTER

HOLD ME

HOLD ME

YES

YES

YES

OHHHHH YES!






PASSION

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Layoffs Update

8 more days

For Those Who Could Not Read It Before...

Despair

Married Prince Charming and this is my Happily NEVER After



He had it all and he was mine.  Everyone envied our love.  We were the "it" couple and then...


We found out we were having a baby... He became distant... He became a dictator... We wed

The dictator made me his puppet... I trusted him

The dictator and now ruler made me his slave

I was a slave to his every whim

I was allowed NO happiness

Happiness was frowned upon

The Princess had no where to turn since he banished her family and friends from their kingdom

She was left broken and afraid

She thought there was no way out but death

She did the worst in order to leave him but it backfired

He exiled her from their kingdom

By this time the child was a year old

He brought a wench to live with him there

But they were unable to maintain their lifestyle and his kingdom was over thrown

He and his wench also became peasants as the Princess and her family had become

Only the Princess was living a just and happy life even in her poverty

The once Prince was living in a nicer village but the wench made him cut ties from all old friends and family

He was no longer to speak with the woman who raised him as her son or to the twin sister who came out of their mother's womb before him

He obeyed her

There is much more to this story but I cannot bear to write another word of it just now.

See this once Prince now Slime has been coming after the Princess with stones and daggers. He will not rest until she is below him again and in misery and in his hold



 
This Princess is growing weary of fighting.

I have a son to protect so I must go on..... Throw those stones coward!!!!!!!!

Pierce me with those daggers!!!!!! You will not take me! I am not yours to toy with!!!!!

I am not yours to keep!!!!!

I Am Not Yours!!!!!!!!!!!

Stay away Coward and Ingrate!  

Keep away and let me rest peacefully

Take your Debts

Take your Sorrow

Take your Anger

Take it all with you and let me be freed from your grasp!!!!!!

Freed from our treaty

Sign me off! I am no longer yours!


I am someone else's Princess and they want me back!  They want me whole! And they want me at peace!

Do not think of my child as yours for you have not cared for him not one day.  You vile vermin! Stay away from us and get help! Ask the Lord for forgiveness and stay away from that Wench! She is no good for you! Your mother, father, sister, and brother wish only the best for you. I once cared for your sanity and health but you are no longer a worry for me! I cannot care for you while you destroy Me, My Son, Your Family, and Mine.

You are worthless!

You are deeper that the deepest scum.  You are worth nothing.  You are dirty and sick!

You once looked beautiful on the outside but now your rotting soul is creeping onto your skin and your true fresh is starting to appear.

May God have mercy on you.

Leave me, Demon!


I rebuke you in the name of Jesus Christ!

Lord keep me safe, keep me whole, I love you... please protect my son and family.  Please guard us from this evil.  Please Lord, come down and hold us in your arms.  Please Lord Jesus! Please help me! Please help us! Please, Lord, Please!

I love you, Amen.

Help!